fuck
i hate this feeling
i really really do
this feeling of being all alone
it may be because i havent seen any of my friends for about a week or maybe its just caz im just now faceing the sad truth

im alone
and i know that i wont be forever
but thats not the problem
the thing is that i feel like im never going to find the girl that completes me
the girl that loves me like i love her

its times like these that i start missing all my exes
this is only bad cuz ill then go to them and start being the creepy ex bf that cant let the past alone and move on
and i dont wanna be that guy
but i cant help it whe i still have feelings for them cuz they left me and not the other way around

i hate being alone
this constant empty
this feeling of worthlessness because all the beautiful girls aroung me are taken by these other great guys
so there is no oppertunity for me to show them that i can love them

and dont you dare tell me to stop moaning and get off my ass and do something about it
cuz that does me no damn good
there are plenty of ppl out there that say
"any girl would be lucky to get you"
or
"any girl would fall for you, your so sweet"
sweet only gets you so damn far
you have to be hot
so i work out
eat well
make myself the best damn me that i can
but they still dont seem to want me
so fuck

i could be the sweetest guy on the face of the earth but that wouldnt make a girl that knows she can have any guy she wants, want me.

i could be the most generous and thoughtful guy in the world, but that wouldnt make the girl that is so cute that she is all i can think of want me

the fact is
most girls dont want a great guy that looks pretty good
they want a guy that looks hot and is a great guy
but that doenst come along that often so they go for the really hot guy that doesnt beat them and isnt a totall moron
or in some cases, IS a totall moron

but i really dont want the really hot girl that can have any guy she wants

i want the good looking girl that is really sweet and loves to love and loves to have random fun
i want the sweet girl that needs me to be there for her every now and then and is there for me when i need her

i want the same damn thing that i see every day
the couple that does everything hand in hand
the couple that goes out and does EVERYTHING together
the couple that is REALLY in love and couldnt live with out one another
i wanna wake up in the morning and see her laying there, still asleep, then she'll wake up and look at me and give me that "im so happy to see you" smile

but it doesnt seem that a guy like me can get that girl

so ill move on to the next girl
and she'll dump me cuz she found somone better
or ill dump her cuz she just wasnt right for me
and ill die
alone